my mind is pregnant.....................
after seeing the movie "Sex And Lucia" i pondered for a while, what if someone went through life, and in the middle of their life time, could go back to the middle of it. what would be to them, a very happy and uphoric time that was quite possibly the happyist time ever. if you could go back, where would you go? were would you be, and with who? what would you be doing? i think this is a great idea for all those out there who forgot who they are. the one's who wake up in the morning and while washing their hair, are actually thinking about what they need to do today. or those walking down the street with a mean look on their faces, the ones who treat others with the same evil, vindictive, conviction that run through their veins. for anyone who forgot how to actually live life without the basic senses. the world is so fucked up. people are running around thinking always in the future, that they forget the present. work,work,work!!!well damn you all to hell!!!!!!how about "I wont grow up today". they always said, sence birth, when you grow up you will have alot of responsibility. well fuck everyone who believes that shit. trained to bitterness. there is so much that needs to get done (that is also agreed by me) that people dont have time to actually breath. all the pleasures of the senses are shut down. like in the movie Equalibrium for instance, all senses are illegal, no one feels. this is important for the growth of civilization......thats reality today. has anyone stopped to feel the bubbles in their hair as they lather it up and feel a few pop, or the way the texture of the soap tickles the hair on the back of their hand? how mud feels over the naked flesh? shit, even walked down the streets of NY smiling? that is one of the hardest things anyone can do. i do it allot. people are freaked out by it, they dont know how to respond to alittle happyness. it's not in their nature anymore. thats fucked up! but true.there is even people who enjoy picking fights. yeah, now their a bunch of winners, carring guns and knives. they think, well there are people who carry guns out there, so i have to protect myself also. duuhhh, has anyone ever stuck out their tonge at anyone. it works great and feels fun, rendering the guilty speachless........... well, for all those who forgot to feel, try it sometime. it feels beautiful.